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Wednesday, July 17, 2002

Cogitate \KOJ-uh-tayt\, intransitive verb: To think deeply or intently; to ponder; to meditate.

Cogitating.

More than just thinking.

Really meditating and racking the inner most regions of my brains. You know when you just feel pensive 'cause all this stuff hits you? And you question things you've been doing in the past, the life you're living, your current avenue of life that you've chosen to walk along. The people you've trusted, the things you've said, the actions of your body all become uncertain. And things feel so far away, even though they're so close. And you feel all alone, even though you're amongst friends. And you feel unloved, though you are surrounded by love. And things don't seem to make sense, and, and.....


But hey, the sun will always rise. And I'll continue to cogitate.

posted by jamescl | 10:42 PM


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