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Friday, October 25, 2002

Bitterness....

Sorry I've been so bitter and depressing lately. I'll try to be more optimistic in future blogs. I've been really bitter at the world and people are just really pissing me off. I don't really like people anymore. I was just looking around and saw some of my good happy friends that only have two or three good good friends. And you know what? That's all you really need. Lately, I've been really just bitter towards all people so if I've acted like I've shafted you, or I don't care, then sorry. I'm in the mindset where I only want a couple good friends, and that's it. I just look at Geoff, my bro, and others, who don't need or have the desire to make friends with others, and it's totally cool. They have their few people they can depend and rely upon and that's all they really need. I think I'm leaning towards just confiding and trusting a few people, instead of this "more spread-out non-close" friends mentality. Ok, I don't think I'm making much sense now.

Anyways, I realize that some people tend to give out all their trust, and open up which allows people to break or lose that trust. Other types will give you little or no trust, then make you earn their trust before they open up to you. I think I'm more towards the former because I'm a sucker for "nice" people, but I think I should move towards the latter. Which type are you and why?!

posted by jamescl | 3:27 PM


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