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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

The Good, the Bad and the Ugly...

The good - this weekend seeing my brother and friends again was definitely good. Fun times of eating, hanging out, late night jamming, good frosh dinners, long talks, daddy/daughter times, pumkining, many meals, scrabble and so much more definitely made this weekend an enjoyable one.

The bad - so drained it's unbelievable. So much on my mind. So tired, both physically and emotionally. Almost thinking of redefining the way I am. Confusion. Longing. Misunderstanding. Not just with one case but with different people and circumstances and it seems so many things are stockpiling. I haven't been myself, as my true friends can atest lately. Seems so much like there's no one that gets me and there's no one that I can just sit there and vent to. Seems as if life is so lonely and that no one cares (though I know it's a lie). I hate venting to the world on my blog but alas.

The ugly - me. Must reinvent myself.

posted by jamescl | 1:33 PM


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